That was a spooky step
Some kind of
Marble-magnetism
Whirling me like a spinning top
A dreidel on warm wood
Make a cord
I stayed full, a friend close by
Repeat an obsession and it becomes a ratio to your world
I do not like ratio talk,
I think of using either nausea or plums,
or other soft sweet orbs
I miss the smell of blue on someone who is blissed out
But this ratio, Moths and me
It is pure trust, I see time in their spins
Dusty twin wings, the moths are at the moment we met
it is again
and again it is normalized, like pear cake in your warm
gut
I would take my cousins to the levee and call it the beach
Wet wake, a blonde plum.
A sherbert starfish smile shining from the West.
A magical trust blooms in the fertile behind-clouds
You can make me lie if you don’t know.
How do you remember those moments?
Those minutes that I only think of
when I think of you
Hurricanes, being seventeen in a Southern fall
The only monument I have to you
are those blue-green clogs you ordered because you liked mine
sitting on your porch in their eBay package
Never opened
I sat there at the bus stop in the green rain
I thought about how I would always be waiting for you
The dark licorice plums are ripening under their own magnetism.
Passing cars zoom by and they mirror
the deep personality of my stomach.
I miss you all over again.
I get on the bus
Actually, I have two monuments to you.
Besides the never-worn clogs, I listen to the David Holmes album you thought I would like.
I do.
I should not listen to it so much
I should not forget you
I try to slip into the magical trust you have for me, still
A warm heart beats for you (all) and smells like your medication
I try so hard not to burst out Crayon Schemes,
you would interpret in your macro scale. Your cloud logic.
Do you want a visit, stay?
Russ, do you miss feeling rolling marble?
Silent Disco
The veil today is significant
Squirly brained
This is the first time I have stepped outside today
It is wet and you are tracing lines in the Netto parking lot.
Today you are closer, like mail
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