Film tapes turned to ashes Bare feet on the shore, unable to walk The tied ropes that suffocate me Holding you tight while you slip off My naked ego goes to its knees Carrying the stale bitterness of crying too much Will I wake up from this nightmare again? Will I remove all the blades from my chest? Maybe I have to hold on to another life Let my atoms drown you completely Inject hate into myself until I fall asleep Turn off your kisses with a violent slam Open and prick until the wound bleeds Forget you, how I loved you; just as slow.