Film tapes turned to ashes
Bare feet on the shore, unable to walk
The tied ropes that suffocate me
Holding you tight while you slip off
My naked ego goes to its knees
Carrying the stale bitterness of crying too much
Will I wake up from this nightmare again?
Will I remove all the blades from my chest?
Maybe I have to hold on to another life
Let my atoms drown you completely
Inject hate into myself until I fall asleep
Turn off your kisses with a violent slam
Open and prick until the wound bleeds
Forget you, how I loved you; just as slow.